Human forgets easily, rite? That's why I make a special note to write down all the blessings God gave me. So, sometimes when I fall, I can read the note and remember God's kindness to me. That really helps me to rise again. One of them is this one:
It was July 01, 2008 - my big day, I had the final exam for my theses. When I was preparing for the exam, I found some mistakes in my theses. I was confused whether I want to confess or just let it be. There were some days before the D-day, but I didn't have the courage to tell my supervisors, I was too afraid that if they decided to ask me made some revisions and delayed the exam day. But I couldn't find peace if I just let it be. Finally, when the day come, before starting the presentation, I made a confession. At first, the examiners looked very surprised. After discussing for a moment, they let me present my theses. Then, they asked me some questions. I felt that I didn't go very well with the answers. But in the end, they told me that I passed and that meant I had graduated! Ohh, it was such a big relief...
When I walked out from the exam room and met some friends, one of them asked me how the exam was. I was so orientated in the mark, I knew I couldn't get what I want (the perfect score - A) so I told her that I hadn't answered very well and I had some troubles in there. But then she said to me, "That's not a problem. The important thing is that you have graduated!"
That time I realised that I was too focusing to my problems and forgetting the blessings. Not all of my friends can finish their study in time, and my supervisors told me that they could have delayed my exam because of the mistakes I haven't revised yet I still went on, but they didn't do it.
God has sent my friend to remind me to give thanks instead of grumbling and frustating. Because I have done my best, it was time to let God do the rest... Just believe... Then I got the mark of B+, I think it's good enough, remembering the mistakes I had done haha...
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