If Only

If only life was easy
Will I spread my wings and go wherever I want?

If only life doesn't require a hard work
Will I still fight this much?

If only life meant to be free
Will I do whatever I want to "enjoy" it?

If only life had no limitation
Will I still value it?

Teach me, Lord, to understand
'Cause I am totally blind

Masterpiece

Just thinking...

There is someone who is so eager to have something, he tried so hard to do all he can to reach what he wants... But in the other hand, there is someone else who has the thing that first person wants but he doesn't even want it!

Why don't God just give the first person what he wants and let the second person not have it, because it doesn't matter for him if he doesn't have it....?

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God sees in us a masterpiece
That one day will be done;
His Spirit works throughout our lives
To make us like His Son.
—Sper-
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If you're guessing, yes, this is about me... Wanting something so much and trying hard when I see someone else who has already had it takes it for granted. Is this fair...? Perhaps I should see it from God's point of view.

Maybe...
He wants me to depend on Him more, no matter what_
He thinks what I want is not the best for me_
He has another plan for me_
He wants me to keep trying and never give up_
He wants me to learn something_

But still, it is so hard.......