Monday, September 22, 2008

P.S. I Love You

It is the title of a movie based on a novel by Cecilia Ahern. I have watched this movie 4 times (updated: 7 times til Dec. 09) and since the first time I watched it, I always cry hahaha... I first watched this movie at Surabaya (and until now it hasn't been played in Semarang) with my friends. And after that I promised myself to buy the DVD - original one hahaha... My friends cannot understand why I am so crazy about this movie... I will tell you now... From my point of view that makes me fall in love with this movie...

The story is about a woman named Holly. She was a labile girl (just like me hehe) when she met Gerry. They fell in love with each other and got married (wish I can find one haha) but this marriage didn't give them a happy ending, because Gerry died because of brain tumor at very very young age, he was only 35 when he died. And Holly felt that she couldn't go on her life. For all this times Holly didn't know what she wants in life (yeaa I'm like her). Luckily she found Gerry, and all her life was only to be with Gerry. But Gerry died, what more Holly has to do? She was very down, didn't want to go her life on...

But Gerry didn't left Holly yet... Suddenly a letter from Gerry appeared at Holly's 30 birthday, giving her instructions to go partying. The most important is, give Holly new spirit to live... Other letters kept coming in different ways made Holly felt that Gerry was still alive. At least now she had a reason for live...to wait for Gerry's letters...

This was of course unhealthy (imagine that this is the purpose of your life hehe)... But Gerry had already knew that Holly could not stand on her own feet, at least for now... That's why he kept sending her letters. He encouraged Holly to reach the moon in the sky... And finally, Holly did reached her moon, with Gerry's help of course...

I think that this is a very touching story. I want to find my own Gerry hehehe... Someone who loves me, accepts me for the way I am, knows all my weakness and helps me to stand on my feet. Right now I am just like the old Holly who doesn't know what I really want in life and I want to meet my Gerry maybe because I want to runaway... Maybe God knows, so He didn't give me my Gerry yet... Yesterday when I chat with Ndut, she said that God didn't give me an easy wayout because He wants me to depend on Him. Maybe that's true... Since the Skripsi Time, I have no time to pray like before. Maybe He gives me this so I can get my Faith again. I really want to be the new Holly who can stand on her own feet, know exactly what I want in life, do useful things in my life, walk on His way until the end... And like what Yuli likes to say, "Let His will be done in my life"...

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